"Being Me" by Sarah Aboueljoud
I'm tired of being alone
All I ever do is sit at home
This home may be full
But it feels so empty
Everyone here is just so busy and bland
I wish I could be in a band
But I would need members to give me a hand
And members are hard to come by
Nowadays all everyone wants is a quick high
A high in life
But all I want is my knife
To cure this pain
Everyone likes to blame
Me? I like to think
Think about all the things
The things that brought me here
Afterall there must be a reason, for this social agony
I don't want to be stuck in an academy
Being compared to others like numbers and letters
I just to be me
B
Slam Poem that was never performed A Heart To Hold by TsundereYandereKawai, literature
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Slam Poem that was never performed A Heart To Hold
WordSmith's Note: THE FLANNEL HEART OF RICE MENTIONED IN THE SLAM POEM WAS LITERALLY A FLANNEL HEART OF RICE THAT WOULD WEIGHT THE SAME WEIGHT AS THE CHILD. ITS PURPOSE WAS TO VAGUELY SUBSTITUTE THE CHILD TO HELP COPE WITH PHYSICAL AND EMOTIONAL PAIN THEY ARE SUFFERING WITH. AT THE TIME I WROTE THIS POEM IT WAS FOR A FAMILY FRIEND WHO HAD YET ANOTHER STILLBORN AND WE BOTH WORKED AT THE NONPROFIT ORGANIZATION 'A HEART TO HOLD' WHEN I WROTE THIS. UNFORTUNATELY, IT WAS SHUT DOWN LAST YEAR AND THIS DIDN'T GET POSTED UNTIL NOW.
It's devastating how ones' life can be taken away from another. . .before you can actually get to know that person, who
Speaking isn't allowed / The Buzz / Isn't so bad by TsundereYandereKawai, literature
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Speaking isn't allowed / The Buzz / Isn't so bad
Buzzing. She heard it. It was booming, thunderous, even. That whole buzzing of the crowd. The exchange of all those fast paced conversations. The buzzing, all the murmuring around her grew louder and louder until she could stand it. She can't stand it because the louder it got the more she felt alone. So alone. All the chattering. She couldn't speak.Speak and be judged. Speaking isn't allowed. . .
. . .
But she also loved listening to that chattering and buzzing. It taught her things she never knew before. All she had to do was sit and listen. Focus her energy on one particular person, one particula
I can do this, I say looking upon the moon above me thousand of miles away. The air was crisp and I could definitely taste it. Taste the cold. Taste it as much as I could FEEL it. Feel it in my breath, feel it in each thin strand of my hair, I could feel it all around me. I look at the ladder above me on going almost like this starry sky. I slowly dragged my arm and grabbed onto the wooden ladder, it was sturdy, but I was excited so I didn't have the best grip, regardless, I went onto the first few rungs rather quickly until realization sunk into me. I was actually doing this. I am actually, truly doing this. I am climbing towards my biggest
Adrenaline Junkster Rant by TsundereYandereKawai, literature
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Adrenaline Junkster Rant
I want to journey. I want want to know not where I am. I mean, I love school, but oddly enough, the whole school life is too stable for me. I want adventure, I want to be free. It may sound impractical but despite really ever doing much except daylong walks in the city I still like to consider myself a lively adventurer. I mean I want to try everything. Experience nature. Experience at its finest and fullest. I feel like here at school plugging in numbers and plotting graphs, while may be great for others, is not great for me. I am wasting my time and I only live once and my life is being wasted. I mean I am reading, watching and learning ab
Doom, waves, and Annabelle (prolouge, abandoned.) by TsundereYandereKawai, literature
Literature
Doom, waves, and Annabelle (prolouge, abandoned.)
It began just like any other day for me. The only difference is it was chillier, darker, spookier, even. I don't know why but it seemed like doom was in every drop of this sea. But nonetheless it still had that hint of Cheer. That hint of excitement. That feeling of "Well. . .what if. . .?" and "Anything could happen." I mean. . . After all, today, well, tonight, (since it was about 1:00 A.M. now.) marks the day, well, night, err, morning, or whatever you want to call it, that I will have my first real taste of freedom.
Theater Changes by TsundereYandereKawai, literature
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Theater Changes
Theater Changes
Narrator (Character 3): "Our first part of scene one contains traces of the genre 'drama.' Let us begin."
It (Character 1): *Voice-over* "It was cold, the wind was swooshing violently in the late dark night, millions of stars twinkled throughout the massively large sky. I could hear sirens blaring in the distance. I can't believe what I've done. I want to cry, just let it all out, but, I couldn't. I was dumbfounded and time just seemed to stand still.
It(Character 2): "How could I do this? What the HELL is wrong with me?"
It (Character 2): *Voice-over* "I re-called all the events. . ."
I am Dreamer
I am from cheap sandals, from Hippie Tea, and food scrapes
I am from a silhouette of a religious home-bound family.
I am from the pomegranate, the forest, and the willow tree
I am from watching anime
Pride and Prejudice Essay by TsundereYandereKawai, literature
Literature
Pride and Prejudice Essay
Pride and prejudice: Marriage
In the 1813 novel, Pride and Prejudice, Jane Austen described a time when customs and culture,
almost, if not, literally controlled peoples’ lives. These customsincluded the way people dressed,
talked and acted. Perhaps, most importantly, the custom of marriage greatly influenced the lifeof each
and every character, married, or not.
Marriage is a very complicated thing in Pride and Prejudice. There are so many rules. First, a woman
must be get married (to a man of course.). It effects the reputation upon a family and their friends if a
lady who has been out for a while is single. And reputation is
Theater changes (Script for drama class) by TsundereYandereKawai, literature
Literature
Theater changes (Script for drama class)
Theater changes
Narrator (Character 3): “Our first part of scene one contains traces of the genre ‘drama’. Let us begin.”
Voice-Over Brain/Narrator 2 (Character 1): “It was cold, the wind was swooshing violently, in the late
dark night, millions of stars twinkled throughout the massively large sky. I could hear the sirens blaring
in the distance. I can’t believe what I’ve done. I wanted to cry, just let it all out, but I couldn’t. I was
dumbfounded and time just seemed to stand still.”
It (Character 2) : “How could I do this? What the hell is wrong with me?”
Narrator 2 (C
"Being Me" by Sarah Aboueljoud
I'm tired of being alone
All I ever do is sit at home
This home may be full
But it feels so empty
Everyone here is just so busy and bland
I wish I could be in a band
But I would need members to give me a hand
And members are hard to come by
Nowadays all everyone wants is a quick high
A high in life
But all I want is my knife
To cure this pain
Everyone likes to blame
Me? I like to think
Think about all the things
The things that brought me here
Afterall there must be a reason, for this social agony
I don't want to be stuck in an academy
Being compared to others like numbers and letters
I just to be me
B
Slam Poem that was never performed A Heart To Hold by TsundereYandereKawai, literature
Literature
Slam Poem that was never performed A Heart To Hold
WordSmith's Note: THE FLANNEL HEART OF RICE MENTIONED IN THE SLAM POEM WAS LITERALLY A FLANNEL HEART OF RICE THAT WOULD WEIGHT THE SAME WEIGHT AS THE CHILD. ITS PURPOSE WAS TO VAGUELY SUBSTITUTE THE CHILD TO HELP COPE WITH PHYSICAL AND EMOTIONAL PAIN THEY ARE SUFFERING WITH. AT THE TIME I WROTE THIS POEM IT WAS FOR A FAMILY FRIEND WHO HAD YET ANOTHER STILLBORN AND WE BOTH WORKED AT THE NONPROFIT ORGANIZATION 'A HEART TO HOLD' WHEN I WROTE THIS. UNFORTUNATELY, IT WAS SHUT DOWN LAST YEAR AND THIS DIDN'T GET POSTED UNTIL NOW.
It's devastating how ones' life can be taken away from another. . .before you can actually get to know that person, who
Speaking isn't allowed / The Buzz / Isn't so bad by TsundereYandereKawai, literature
Literature
Speaking isn't allowed / The Buzz / Isn't so bad
Buzzing. She heard it. It was booming, thunderous, even. That whole buzzing of the crowd. The exchange of all those fast paced conversations. The buzzing, all the murmuring around her grew louder and louder until she could stand it. She can't stand it because the louder it got the more she felt alone. So alone. All the chattering. She couldn't speak.Speak and be judged. Speaking isn't allowed. . .
. . .
But she also loved listening to that chattering and buzzing. It taught her things she never knew before. All she had to do was sit and listen. Focus her energy on one particular person, one particula
I can do this, I say looking upon the moon above me thousand of miles away. The air was crisp and I could definitely taste it. Taste the cold. Taste it as much as I could FEEL it. Feel it in my breath, feel it in each thin strand of my hair, I could feel it all around me. I look at the ladder above me on going almost like this starry sky. I slowly dragged my arm and grabbed onto the wooden ladder, it was sturdy, but I was excited so I didn't have the best grip, regardless, I went onto the first few rungs rather quickly until realization sunk into me. I was actually doing this. I am actually, truly doing this. I am climbing towards my biggest
Adrenaline Junkster Rant by TsundereYandereKawai, literature
Literature
Adrenaline Junkster Rant
I want to journey. I want want to know not where I am. I mean, I love school, but oddly enough, the whole school life is too stable for me. I want adventure, I want to be free. It may sound impractical but despite really ever doing much except daylong walks in the city I still like to consider myself a lively adventurer. I mean I want to try everything. Experience nature. Experience at its finest and fullest. I feel like here at school plugging in numbers and plotting graphs, while may be great for others, is not great for me. I am wasting my time and I only live once and my life is being wasted. I mean I am reading, watching and learning ab
Doom, waves, and Annabelle (prolouge, abandoned.) by TsundereYandereKawai, literature
Literature
Doom, waves, and Annabelle (prolouge, abandoned.)
It began just like any other day for me. The only difference is it was chillier, darker, spookier, even. I don't know why but it seemed like doom was in every drop of this sea. But nonetheless it still had that hint of Cheer. That hint of excitement. That feeling of "Well. . .what if. . .?" and "Anything could happen." I mean. . . After all, today, well, tonight, (since it was about 1:00 A.M. now.) marks the day, well, night, err, morning, or whatever you want to call it, that I will have my first real taste of freedom.
Theater Changes by TsundereYandereKawai, literature
Literature
Theater Changes
Theater Changes
Narrator (Character 3): "Our first part of scene one contains traces of the genre 'drama.' Let us begin."
It (Character 1): *Voice-over* "It was cold, the wind was swooshing violently in the late dark night, millions of stars twinkled throughout the massively large sky. I could hear sirens blaring in the distance. I can't believe what I've done. I want to cry, just let it all out, but, I couldn't. I was dumbfounded and time just seemed to stand still.
It(Character 2): "How could I do this? What the HELL is wrong with me?"
It (Character 2): *Voice-over* "I re-called all the events. . ."
I am Dreamer
I am from cheap sandals, from Hippie Tea, and food scrapes
I am from a silhouette of a religious home-bound family.
I am from the pomegranate, the forest, and the willow tree
I am from watching anime
Pride and Prejudice Essay by TsundereYandereKawai, literature
Literature
Pride and Prejudice Essay
Pride and prejudice: Marriage
In the 1813 novel, Pride and Prejudice, Jane Austen described a time when customs and culture,
almost, if not, literally controlled peoples’ lives. These customsincluded the way people dressed,
talked and acted. Perhaps, most importantly, the custom of marriage greatly influenced the lifeof each
and every character, married, or not.
Marriage is a very complicated thing in Pride and Prejudice. There are so many rules. First, a woman
must be get married (to a man of course.). It effects the reputation upon a family and their friends if a
lady who has been out for a while is single. And reputation is
Theater changes (Script for drama class) by TsundereYandereKawai, literature
Literature
Theater changes (Script for drama class)
Theater changes
Narrator (Character 3): “Our first part of scene one contains traces of the genre ‘drama’. Let us begin.”
Voice-Over Brain/Narrator 2 (Character 1): “It was cold, the wind was swooshing violently, in the late
dark night, millions of stars twinkled throughout the massively large sky. I could hear the sirens blaring
in the distance. I can’t believe what I’ve done. I wanted to cry, just let it all out, but I couldn’t. I was
dumbfounded and time just seemed to stand still.”
It (Character 2) : “How could I do this? What the hell is wrong with me?”
Narrator 2 (C
My dear friend,
You lie to me,
You speak of things,
That never could be.
Your words,
Once crisp, clear, and well meant,
Are now like dark honey,
And drip from your lips with ill intent.
Your words are sticky,
And far too sweet,
And trap poor fools,
Looking for a gossip treat.
Your sayings are hollow,
They have no meaning,
Therefore I believe you not,
Not your words,
Your tone,
Your sayings,
Or even your moan,
As you falsely weep over our friendship lost,
But to keep it would have been too great a cost.
I may lie once and a while,
But I always come 'round to the truth,
But you my friend,
Have lied since your bitter youth.
My dear friend,
I am a author, poet, musician, artist, chef, actress, and creative thinker. I love the arts, oh and yuri.
Current Residence: Sacramento Favourite genre of music: rock, pop, blues, reggae Favourite style of art: I'm not sure Operating System: ?? MP3 player of choice: PC or radio Shell of choice: Sakura shell Wallpaper of choice: Skulls Skin of choice: Black Favourite cartoon character: Too many too choose from!!!! Personal Quote: Quotes are cnfuse one says to do this while the other says to do the other, listen to your own beating of your drum. ~Sarah Ann Aboueljoud
Favourite Visual Artist
No one at the moment
Favourite Movies
Madea Series
Favourite TV Shows
Chowder, 6Teen, Johnny Test, The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy, Spongebob, My gym partner's a monkey, and 30Rock
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Hi everyone, I just took an extremely long break, so long that the last time I was on here I was still in high school. I'm sorry, and I will try to stay more active now. But really, are you guys still there?
Hi everyone, I just took an extremely long break, so long that the last time I was on here I was still in high school. I'm sorry, and I will try to stay more active now. But really, are you guys still there?